Monday, July 9, 2007

Very irritated.

I just want to yell at some of the people who call in to the office. I'm not sure why I'm so irritated and ancy. People breathing too heavily on the phone, people who don't understand the common concept of conversation, people who just sit there for a few moments... gathering their thoughts, I suppose. They're being ignorant and I can't take it. It's my first day back after a week, and already I hate sitting here until 5. I'm trying to read my book, and every time I do, someone calls and interrupts. I know I'm getting paid to answer the phone, which I do and I enjoy my job for the most part and realize that I'm not getting paid to read, but if you're going to interrupt, at least do it in a fashion that I can comprehend. When they call and are breathing on the phone so heavily it sounds like they're doing other things on their end of the line, I want to hang up and gag myself with a fork.

Urg... I need to take a chill pill or something.

Last night was fun, and I didn't even really do anything. But I like hanging out with people and talking about random stuff. It's fun to just talk about everything and not worry about every day things that have been going on.

Adam got ahold of me today asking me to hang out or go to a movie. I'm not sure if it's a good idea. He always took advantage of the fact that I had money and he'd always "forget" his wallet or not have any cash all of the sudden when we got to places so I'd end up having to pay. I'm all for sharing the cost, but I'm not taking it on alone... especially since we're not dating, and we're really only friends and will only ever be such. I have no feelings for him, but I feel like he's really pushing the fact that we should hang out ALL the time. I mentioned something about hanging out with some other people and he got very defensive, almost jealous. I don't know what else to think.

Meh, I'm tired of thinking.

No comments: